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you are darkredviolet#600B40Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing.Your saturation level is high - you get into life and have a strong personality. Everyone you meet will either love you or hate you - either way, your goal is to get them to change the world with you. You are very hard working and don't have much patience for people without your initiative.Your outlook on life is slightly darker than most people's. You try to see things for what they are and face situations honestly. You'd rather get to the point than look for what's good.the spacefem.com html color quizLG'S MOVING SOON! WHOO HOOO!

If I could choose...

If before i was born, I could sit down and talk with God and ask him to make me look a certain way, i'd tell him that I want to be Indian (like from India), I'd want nice thick hair that came down to my shoulders, i'd want light brown eyes, straight teeth with full-ish lips. I'd want a dancer's neck. I'd want maybe high B, low C cup, I'd want a nice stomach, nice abs (like Fergie), I'd want wide-ish hips, i want to have curves, but i wan't them to be proportionate. I'd want to be a size 4. I'd want to have muscular legs and arms. I'd want a proportionate ass. I'd want to be able to sing, dance, and act. I'd want to be smart. I'd want to be middle-class, i wouldn't want to be rich because i wouldn't want to be spoiled. I'd want to be happy.But i'd want flaws, nobody can be without flaws, i don't care how perfect you think the person is, they aren't. I guess my flaws would be that, like most of the Indians i know, i'd be a little hairy, but you can take care of that with a razor or wax. Another one of my flaws is that when i'm not happy, i'd cover it up and not tell people. I don't know what else i would want as a flaw, but i do want flaws.But unfortunately I can't pick how i look or how i act or whats wrong with me. but wouldn't it be awesome if i could? but i mean the nature of human beings is to complain, even if i had everything i wanted (image wise), i'd probably still complain.Lately i've been hating the nature of humans more and more, I need to be alone. I can't stand the shit that people do sometimes. People are bred to have many annoying perosnality traits, and when i have oen of those traits, and you have the same one, it just doesn't work. I need to be alone, for a short period of time, in a quiet place. Maybe Martha's Vineyard, just for a week, just to get away and think.

issues

i don't know. Mk said i should get checked to see whether or not bipolar and i came up with of list of why i think i'm not, but it could be denial. I don't know. LIke I've picked up some bad habits again that i don;t want people to know so i won't type it. But Mk says she's worried about me, but i don't think theres anythign that she needs to worry about. aargh, i really just don't know.i just watched Gia, which was a good movie, plus it had angelina jolie in it. It's a story about like the first american supermodel named Gia Carangi. And like how she was a drug addict and how her carrerr plummeted. then in the end she dies of aids, and it is a really sad movie and everything, but i randomly busted out into tears adn i don't know why. LIke it wasn't that sad you know? but then again my mom yelled @ me so i cried for the first time in a while, maybe i just had to let things out. or maybe it could be my extreme jealousy of Angelina Jolie. I don't really know what to say, i can't clarify things any more because its not really clear in my head.This is filled with a lot of i don't knows, but thats because that's what it is. I just don't know, i don't know who the fuck i am, why the hell i'm here, what the fuck i'm feeling. I just don't know, but when will i know? is it possible to find these thigns out?Quotes from Gia:"I know life is so dissapointingHere you are, you have arrived, you are here,This is your moment. What do you have?You have pain.When you have everything, what do you have?You have nothing.When everything is right, everything is wrong.It's dissapointing, its confusing.This is life, what can you do?"You doin't have to be anybody because I would know, being somebody doesn't make you anybody anyway.""Heaven on earthBack AgainInto UnderFar in betweenThrough it,In it,And above"xoxox~LisaP.S. i really need a vacation