5/14... Revisited

Umm I was just thinking about how i kinda spilled my guts to allison and her mom. And I was also thinking about how i really really regret doing that. I mean I'm happy that my friend knows how i'm feeling and stuff but like sometimes i don't think that everyone needs to know that kinda stuff. I mean i pretty much told her everything and thats not something i'm happy about because i realize that when people hear about stuff that they're not used to they get a little scared. The part thats the worst for me is the fact that like i don't know what she thinks about it.Allison if you're reading this, its not meant to like offend you in any way, its just that like i just wish that you still thought i was a normal happy person, in fact i wish everyone thought that because why should i burden ur life with my problems? So as soon as you see this can you talk to me or something cuz I need to get some issues worked out...Yeah well I just watched girl interrupted again...I really do like that movie in a derranged, depressing way. It's reall deep and profound and in fact it kind of amazes me (for lack of a better word) i dunno maybe its just because of my strange obsession with Angelina Jolie (yeah i dunno what thats about but she is my favorite actress) so i love anything she plays in. But Girl, Interrupted although it is pretty disturbing is a lot like the movie 13 (which I love too) I don't really know what I'm trying to say, but like as I said before, movies like Girl, Interruped and 13 appeal to me more than movies with happy endings.