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see its this type of shit that makes me feel horrible about myself. Like a lot of people sit there and argue that she's ugly, which i don't understand. It just pisses me off that God made people like her and people like me adn that we don't get to choose.
someone said that i was lesbian because i'm so obsesed with her, no it's just that she's my favorite actress and like she's someone i'd like to get to know, even though that is impossible. I found all of these facts on her, and from the stuff that I've read it seems like i can really relate to her.
But its all good. I think MK is mad at me because I made some bad desicions today. I don't want to say what they are for fear that the wrong perosn will find out. I just want Mk to know that on both occasions they were impulses and I just didn't fight myself hard enough to stop it. I'm sorry babe. I love you!
Uhh yeah we're about to punk ronald in like 15 minutes. lol we convinced everyoen that he sucked roxannes toes ont he college tour lol....
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